"selamanya" by Diva Gianina

"Ketika hati ini tetapkan pilihan,adakah kuasa diri tuk coba abaikan?Selalu kukatakan, engkaulah yang terjaga.Dalam setiap langkah kau tuntun mimpiku.Meski waktu datang dan berlalu,kau takkan lekang dan terganti.Selamanya.."

so adorable

i took this photo a long time ago, she looks graceful among dandelions

tea today : golden rain under the street light

"saya suka ketika hujan tampak mewah di bawah lampu jalan warna kuning oranye, saat titik - titiknya jatuh bersamaan di genangan kemudian pecah memantul warna emas..satu bangku di bawah lampu kosong..yah suasana malam ini megah tapi sepi"

山崎まさよし / One more time,One more chance

Yamazaki Masayoshi - one more time,one more chance. awalnya di racuni temen buat dengerin lagu ini , dan bener lagunya manis banget :)

wanita dan warnanya di atas kanvas

"suatu anugerah jika jari berjodoh dengan kuas , kanvas dan cat warna..."

20-10-2010 mengunjungi pameran seni rupa

itu cantik sayang...tapi...

"kamu romantis melukis namaku sebagai latte art.....tapi sayangku aku terlalu tidak tega menyeruput secangkir mocca mu..latte art itu terlalu cantik untuk di rusak...dan satu lagi...maaf sayangku bagaimana kalau kau buatkan ku teh ?"

Krista Muir - Leave Alight

just enjoy this music and video for fun :D

You said everything is gonna be alright

Is it gonna be alright or are we living in the sea?

I think realism just might kill me

So I’m living in a dream world and I’m staying up all night

And I leave alight the light and you leave alight the light

And I hope that we will live Lives that are illuminating

And you leave alight the light and I leave alight the light

And I hope that we will live lives that are illuminating

I said everything is gonna be all right yes its gonna be alright because we’re living in the sea

I think my dream world might kill me looking for a little reality but its not as bright

And I leave alight the light and you leave alight the light

And I hope that we will live lives that are illuminating

And You leave alight the light and I leave alight the light

And I know that in the end our lives will be illuminated

Reflection (Sing-Along)

farewell !

satu hari setelah posting tentang simbah , simbah benar - benar telah di panggil - Nya, selamat beristirahat dan sugeng tindak simbah..terimakasih Tuhan memberi ata kesempatan nemenin simbah sampai tiba malaikat izrail menjalankan titah Gusti Allah.

lyric lene merlin - disguise

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside

You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for that day when your pain will disappear?
When you know that it's not true what they say about you?
Couldn't care less 'bout the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from my wall

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to comeI'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to come
Still we don't know
What's yet to come

cepat sembuh ya simbah uti sayang

simbah....simbah dulu suka duduk di beranda
simbah....aku inget persis waktu aku khusyuk mendengarkan simbah dan mama bercerita wayang
simbah....dulu setiap aku tidur si samping simbah , selalu ada tangan tua mengelus punggung ku.
simbah....dulu simbah masih berjalan bertopang dua kaki walau lemah
simbah....dulu sering menyuruhku untuk membantu potong kuku
tiba saat simbah pun harus mengandalkan kursi roda , hingga saat simbah tidak bisa lagi mengandalkan nya...hanya berbaring di ranjang...dalam tidur mengulas memori lawas...simbah ? apa simbah sudah sangat merindukan simbah kakung di "sana"? tapi simbah....cucu-cucu mu juga masih rindu berlama-lama menemanimu. (19 juli 2010)

she will be my quiet motivation

can't hear any fussy from you , about your blah blah ....when u shout to me loudly " atttttaaaaaaaaaa......". she will be my quiet motivation .... just because any reason !! stay healty yaaa you thereeeee.........at somewhere!!

monday funday sadday 12 july 2010.....then u take off !

John Lennon - Oh My Love

John Lennon - Oh My Love by ataputri


*lagu yang manis tapi juga bikin merinding sedih....

swing me to the farthest star

my long afternoon nap

fussssh....fusssshh......................turquoise sky outside , A gentle breeze , old blanked , pillow ! pyuuuuuh pyuuuuh grooooook

ENDAH N' RHESA - UNCLE JIM

ENDAH N' RHESA - UNCLE JIM by ataputri

There is a man whose called Uncle JimDoesn’t have home, he’s sleeping on the street
He use to play his old violin
Singing while tap dancing with his feet
I always see him every morning
He gives me strength and spirit with his smile
I wait the train until it’s coming
Wave my hand and then he says “Goodbye”
Rising up to major notes, falling down to minor chords
I always remember all the words
Don’t worry, be happy.. he shout at me that im so pretty
Maybe people think that he’s so crazy
Uncle Jim, you make my world becomes beautiful
Play the melody once more
Rising up to major notes, falling down to minor chords
I always remember all the words
Don’t worry, be happy.. he shout at me that im so pretty
Maybe people think that he’s so crazy
But now he’s gone and cant be found
Maybe he has left this town.. oh..what my day is gonna be?
Uncle Jim, I heard the latest news today..I send my message to you when I pray

geregetan,grrrrrrr

tidak bisa menggambar lingkaran yang benar-benar bundar , menggaris lurus yang benar-benar lurus !

Atombook - let me go away by ataputri

Atombook - let me go away by ataputri

ini tentang kamu yang tidak pernah aku tahu

bangku kita berseberangan, tidak biasanya..ini jarang!saat itu mungkin kamu tidak tahu keberadaan sosok aku, sekitaran taman ini lebih ramai dari biasanya..terlihat lebih hidup seperti biasanya,dan err..yah ini aku benci karena pandanganku terhalangi memaksa mataku berlari kesana kemari..saya tidak peduli apa itu adiksi,ambisi,obsesi....esok hari....lusa.....dia tidak kembali ke bangku itu lagi!

ini kami keluarga sederhana ;)

choco chip on your nose....dua gigi dengan mulut mangap ! hahaha i love you

...........yes u all my only purpose to be home

lets goooo to movin' !

see me hey u..??i've got my own ride.....brummmm driving...speeding with this favorite helmet..brummmmm wusssshhh the wind blows near me !!! goodbye.....

ini baju mama jaman bahula ;p

sorry mom.......udah bikin isi lemari acak adut dengan muka sumringah...waittt....i found this old dress....this outdated maybe ^^
but totally made me sya na na na na and just wear it for a while to take some photos ^^

saya rindu perjalanan

kenapa saya memberi judul "saya rindu perjalanan" di postingan saya kali ini?karena tuntutan dari indera penglihatan,indera pendengar,hati dan otak saya...

saya rindu saat melihat pohon-pohon berjalan berlawanan dari dalam kaca kereta....
saya rindu hujan yang jatuh dan menempelkan butir airnya di kaca mobil dan membuatnya berembun...
saya rindu mendengarkan bunyi mesin kereta api yang berjalan bergesekan di rel...
apa yang yang "capture" dari mata saya dalam perjalanan...saya menyebutnya "surga sederhana"...perjalanan membantu saya pelan-pelan membersihkan kerak-kerak yang mengendap...mengarat......sesudah saya pulang dari perjalanan....semua akan kembali pada tempatnya dengan "spirit" baru oleh-oleh dari "perjalanan" dimana hati pikiran siap pulang.

saya rindu berjalan di pojok kota biasa yang sering menjadi tujuan perjalanan......memainkan sepatu di atas aspal jalan...menyeret kaki yang berat entah kenapa.........

kapan lagi?kapan lagi?

.....aku,perjalanan dalam sebuah tulisan....

today...

saya bangun keterlaluan siangnya.....di tambah keterlaluan lapernya......matahari juga keterlauan panasnya ! tapi finally........kue lapis,kue pokis,pastel,sosis,tahu isi baksoooo (jajan pasar) eng ing eng....keterlaluan kenyangnya. astaga......ngeluh terus.....Alhamdulillah,eh makasih ya can......uda mau dengan senang hati nemenin ngubek-ngubek pasar siang-siang cuman buat cari jajanan ^^

kenalin yah keponakan kembar saya ;D